You would think that during four days of playing at Disneyland, we would have done the one thing that we all had talked about doing before the final day: taking pictures of all three grandchildren in front of the letters of California Adventure Park. But we forgot until the last hours of the last day we were there. By then, Jeff and Lydia and Tommy and Anna were in San Diego, so we took the pictures at night. It was still fun, but it would have been great to have everyone there.

What amazed me was how Jack posed for each picture. Camera shy is not something that he suffers from in any sense of the word. I always hated cameras, and I still do, although only the ones with wide angle lenses are threatening to me now.
Jack knew exactly what he wanted to do with each letter, and he enjoyed it, even more than I ever remember grandma enjoying having her picture taken.

The weather was nice in California those days during the week before Thanksgiving, yet it did get a bit cold after sunset. Even writing it now makes me laugh out loud, because it was still warm enough that I could swim in the outside pool after returning to the hotel. I would realize just how nice the evening temperatures were after returning to Idaho. As of this morning, we have over two feet of snow in the front yard, and we have not seen 32 degrees in weeks.
I would love to see some sunlight. I miss the feeling I felt in California the first few days of our trip in November, when I actually was a bit nervous about getting a sunburn. The only good thing about the weather is the fact that we are getting closer to February, the usual time when we see an occasional hint of spring in a good year. A few years ago, I actually spotted a robin.
Here it is Christmas Eve, and I am complaining about snow. To some, that must seem odd. I guess my inner child no longer yearns to make snowmen and snow angels. Personally, I would like to have a palm tree in the front yard and several lemon trees in the back. Now that would be my idea of a great place to live. 

I have always loved California as a place to visit, and it seemed like the last five years seemed to make me realize that I liked it only as a tourist. This winter is making me reevaluate my position. I just don't see the magic of snow any more, not even on Christmas Eve.
Right now, my best memory of a Christmas Eve was sitting in a hot tub in Florida with my family the year we did a Christmas cruise to the Bahamas. That was a great Christmas.

There were not a lot of great holiday years after that. I remember the one when my doctor told me I was probably only going to live two more weeks--two months at the most. The Christmas before was only a bit better. That was the year the doctor in radiology cut a line that went into my bloodstream on Christmas Eve. I spent hours on my back in a room while he and another doctor fished it out wish a wire they ran into an artery in my groin. At one point, the nurse looked at me with a puzzled look.
"Can you feel that?" I nodded and put my finger to my lips to make the sound that I felt my heart doing. "It fibulating," he said.
I realized then and again now that my Christmas gift was the ultimate one. I am so grateful to be able to see grandchildren smile at Disneyland, to see my Annie smile each day when I say something that is funny, to hear my children laugh at my jokes and stories. We had some tough times, but it is so nice to realize how fragile life is. I guess I understand that I have to enjoy every minute.

This past week someone asked me about how I was doing. I feel great. And I feel blessed. It is a great way to spend Christmas Eve, even if the weather is a bit cold and dreary. And besides, as bad as it is here, Lydia's weather right now makes Idaho seem like California.
Cles, however, let me know that he was grilling chicken outside in 40 degree weather.